NICU nurse

Its hard for me to let go right now of the things that I will be leaving. I know this isn't the end of my dreams, this is just the start of my new journey! My everyday dependence on God alone. I will never forget all the things I've learned, all the new things I've tried. I will miss inserting intravenous cannula to babies using gauge 26 or neoflon. I would be the one crying now because I wont be able to do that anymore. I would really want to be a pediatrician someday because of all the things I've seen. I care for those children hoping they would not give up. Hoping that they would fight for their lives. But they're just too fragile to stand up on their own. 

I would be saying goodbye to the place who had taught me alot, to be a professional, to be independent, mature, caring, loving, gentle person I could ever be. 

Sir Chief and Maya Wedding review

Honestly I'm not a fan of Sir Chief and Maya neither I'm watching every episode of their love story. But I caught a glimplse photo of their fairytale wedding. And I caught myself saying wow! That girl must be really special. 

We are living in this world where everything must be fast, everyone seems to be all in a hurry in terms of food, work, I myself is guilty for that, and also in love. I remember reading a verse in the bible saying do not awaken love until its the right time. Im not an exception for having that. We all have our puppy loves, first loves, short term and long term relationships that we all fall in that trap of hurrying everything especially for love. 

The world is telling me to have a boyfriend because of pressure without knowing its real purpose, knowing the end goal of being in a commitment.

Evwryone of us wants to have that fairytale wedding especially for ladies but we forget that we are special, we need respect, we need time, and for us to have that we must be treated with respect.

Everything that anyone gets too fast loses its likeness after a few days.

So ladies, why lower your standards? We dont aim to please people. We aim to please our Lord. And if He says there'ssomeone for us who give that magical wedding then better believe it. Our God keeps His promises to His daughters. And we're one of them! ;D

Handling Failures

There will come to a time where you will meet opportunities. And of course you would gladly grab it there and there without knowing if it was really for you or not. In my case I received an text message for an exam Ive been applying for. Its been a long time already since I started hoping that one day I could take the exam. That one day came to pass, but I didnt make it. I didnt literally pass the exams. I dont know how could I ever cope with that and accept that it is a closed door. I know that I needed to wait, wait for the right time, right place where God has designed me to be. I've already encountered lots of closed closed doors in life, but God promised that whenever God closes a door there will always be a door that opens. All we have to do is surrender everything we have in Him. Let him be in control of our life. And up until now Im waiting. I know there will be a season were I'll blossom as God's creation I could be the best God has created me to be.